What-Ive-Become

Right now I am studying for my final exams of first year in college. Weird, right? Looking over my past journals, I realise how young I was and yet it is only a few years ago. So much has happened to me, so much has changed me. I am not the person I was two years ago or even last year. My attitude to a lot of things has changed and I always thought that was a bad thing, but it's actually called maturity. I grew up somewhere in the last two years and I no longer feel like a child. I am starting to feel the stress of adulthood, to see the problems with money, with relationships, with finding a job. I am thinking about where I am going to live i

I accidently logged onto this when I actually meant to log onto my college account. Yes, my college account. That's only one of the many things that have changed since Sep 27th. I read over some of the previous journals I'd written and it feels like forever go. I've lost so much and gained so much this year. I lost friends, but gained friends. I lost time but gained time. I lost someone I loved but gained someone I loved. I thought everything had balanced out, a friend for a friend, a loved one for a loved one. However I've realised recently that even though I gained a loved one, he doesn't make up for the one I lost. There's an imbalance. I

Man I can't wait for Halloween!! House Party and Mollys all in one night! It'll be the job! :D Whoop Whoop! Slán